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posted by [personal profile] gollumpanties at 01:19pm on 14/10/2011 under , , , ,
Ughhh I'm developing a sore throat. THIS IS NOT THE REALITY I WANTED D8

Also, my college FB wife is divorcing me now that I'm an adult with a job. OTL

I ordered some nice new haedphones that will be arriving today, though. So that's good. I may also be meeting my family at a corn maze tonight, so that's good too.
Twitter IS eating every other text I send, which pisses me off. Gdi, is it too much to ask that I be allowed to update ppl on every boring thought that occurs to me?

I need new shoes.

ANYWAY. This week has been unusually hectic and I really just want to go to bed now. Maybe not sleep, but just to lie in a nice warm bed and idk watch FMA Brotherhood or catch up on Merlin or something.

I NEED TO CATCH UP ON MERLIN. Argh. That is a thing that I must do.

I must also actually FINISH the River/Doctor picture I promised my 100th Tumblr follower. ARGH.

I can't even. Just going to go pour hot soothing liquids down my throat and try and get some reports out. Ugh.


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posted by [personal profile] gollumpanties at 06:08pm on 07/08/2010 under , , , ,
I just realized that I spent about $70 on clothes today.

... shit.


I'm trying to make myself feel better by telling myself that now I have a new bikini, skirt, pair of shoes, scarf, and belt. It's... not working as well as I'd hoped.

*sigh* There goes my "new clothes" money for the year. I hope I get a crapton of hours when I get back to work at school. 'Cause I know my next paycheck won't quite bring me up to where I was. I'm pretty sure I'm only getting $60 something. 8|




Come on. Come on. Gotta cheer up. It's not like I have anything pressing to buy in the next few month-

... Birth By Sleep.

... shit.
Mood:: 'worried' worried
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posted by [personal profile] gollumpanties at 09:15pm on 19/04/2010 under ,
Always Keep The Faith

I honestly don't know how I feel right now. I'm not believing what I've heard... no matter how official it sounds.

I just... can't.

I have to keep the faith. Or else. I'll just sit in my room and cry all day.





I wish I didn't feel like my world is ending...





Mood:: 'devastated' devastated
Music:: With All My Heart ~ DBSK
gollumpanties: (Always 5)
I just listened to With All My Heart along with the lyrics. And now I can't stop crying.



鏡に映った 掛け違えたシャツのボタン
Kagamini utsutta kakechigaeta shatsuno botan
Reflected on the mirror, the buttons of my shirts are in the wrong buttonholes

そんな些細な事で君がいれば良かったと思う
Sonna sasa ina kotode kimi ga ireba yokattato omou
Even with these little things, I truly long for you

逢えない時間が 僕らの愛を強くした
Aenai jikanga bokura no ai wo tsuyokushita
The time we cannot spend together has deepened our love

言葉に詰まるならそっと頬にkissをしよう
Kotoba ni tsumaru nara sotto hooni kiss wo shiyou
If I’m at a loss in words, I’ll just kiss you lightly on your cheek

それぞれを待つ日々は 忙しく過ぎるけど
Sorezore wo matsu hibiha isogashiku sugiru kedo
The days longing for each other quickly passes by

こんなにも こんなにもただ…
Konnani mo konnani mo tada…
So fast, so fast, only..

逢いたくて ずっと君を思うよ… 心から君を
Aitakute zutto kimi wo omouyo.. kokoro kara kimi wo
I miss you, My thoughts are always with you… from the bottom of my heart

もう一度 my heart 伝えたくて
Mou ichido my heart tsutaetakute
Once again, I want to give my heart to you

君が呼べば 僕は行くよ
Kimi ga yobeba bokuha yukuyo
If you call me, I’ll go to you

君のそばで笑いたいんだよ
Kimi no sobade waraitaindayo
I want to smile by your side

ふとした瞬間 傷ついてしまった心
Futoshita shunkan kizutsuite shimatta kokoro
By mere moments, your heart may be hurt

ひとりじゃ直せない痛み 僕が癒したいよ
Hitorija naosenai itami boku ga iyashitaiyo
I want to comfort your hurts which cannot be healed alone

今逢えない時なら ただ君の面影を
Ima aenai tokinara tada kimi no omokage wo
If I cannot be by your side, I’ll just

抱きしめて 抱きしめてほら…
Dakishimete dakishimete hora …
Hold you shadow in my heart, hold in my heart, and…

どんな日も ずっと君思うよ…心から君を
Donna himo zutto kimi wo omouyo … kokoro kara kimi wo
All the days, my thoughts are always with you… from the bottom of my heart

もう二度と your heart 離さないから
Mou nidoto your heart hanasanai kara
I will never let go of your heart again

君が泣けば 僕は行くよ
Kimi ga nakeba bokuha yukuyo
If you cry, I’ll go to you

君をいつも守りたいんだよ
Kimi wo itsumo mamoritaindayo
I want to always stand by your side

君が望むなら 全てを尽くして
Kimi ga nozomu nara subete wo tsukushite
If it is your wish, I’ll try every means

君の描く未来 永遠の夢を叶えたい I wish
Kimi no egaku eien no yume wo kanaetai I wish
I want to grant your future, your eternal dreams, I wish

逢いたくて ずっと君思うよ… 心から君を
Aitakute zutto kimi omouyo … kokoro kara kimi wo
I miss you, my thoughts are always with you, from the bottom of my heart

何度でも to heart 贈る smile for you
Nando demo to heart okuru smile for you
For countless times, to heart, I’ll smile for you

悲しくても 嬉しくても
Kanashikutemo ureshikutemo
Even though sad, or happy

君のそばで笑いたいんだよ
Kimi no sobade waraitaindayo
I want to smile by your side

With all my heart

Find me, and I’ll be there for you
Mood:: 'I want you back...' I want you back...
Music:: With All My Heart ~ DBSK
gollumpanties: (What. The. FUCK.)
posted by [personal profile] gollumpanties at 06:02pm on 09/02/2010 under , ,
New chapter YEAH
So I'm still in the middle of reading it, but I want to start writing my thoughts now.

Surely you all know a spoiler cut when you see one. )


i literally have no words for this

WHY IS THERE ONLY ONE CHAPTER A MONTHHHHHH DDD8
Mood:: 'wtf' wtf
gollumpanties: (I'll just be over here in the corner.)
posted by [personal profile] gollumpanties at 07:25pm on 04/01/2010 under , ,
NIEBELHEIM ARGH NO

SHINRA MANSION BASEMENT MAKE IT STOP

SEPHIROTH IS CRAZYNUTS

SHIT IS GETTING REAL YOU GUYS



MAKE THE GAME STOP I WANT TO GET OFF
Mood:: 'nervous' nervous
Music:: THAT CREEPY MUSIC IN THE BASEMENT
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posted by [personal profile] gollumpanties at 12:02am on 10/12/2009 under , , ,
AAAAAARGH

ARAKAWA HOW COULD YOU

HOW COULD YOU

this chapter punched me in the heart

RIGHT IN THE HEART
Mood:: 'devastated' devastated
Music:: Genie ~ SNSD
gollumpanties: (crying as if her heart would break)
posted by [personal profile] gollumpanties at 12:13pm on 01/12/2009 under , , ,
There Will Be Brawl... episode 9... I cried like a baby. DDD8

I'm still tearing up a little.

I just. I saw it coming a mile away, but I still sobbed.

I just. I need to go read some more Hetalia fic. (It's sad that the ones I've been reading are still happier than what I just watched. The angstfics are happier, you guys. D8 )
Mood:: 'sad' sad
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...

posted by [personal profile] gollumpanties at 05:37pm on 21/11/2009 under , ,
I really don't need all this.

I just want it to stop. I don't have enough energy to keep worrying like this and it hurts to see them unhappy.

I haven't even watched the videos, because just the thought of it makes me want to cry. The comments are hard enough to read.

I just. I was going to start working, but I'm too miserable.
Music:: When In Rome ~ Nickel Creek
Mood:: 'sad' sad
gollumpanties: (I'll just be over here in the corner.)
posted by [personal profile] gollumpanties at 03:22pm on 09/11/2009 under , , , ,
Why did I just start watching this again?



This sequence always scares the everloving crap out of me and yet I go back and watch it every now and again.
This thing is why I am terrified of volcanoes. As in, seriously terrified of them. Like. Seeing the trailer for the movie Volcano freaked me out for at least a day. To the point of tears.

Which makes me really sad, because I love Stravinsky so much. D8
Mood:: 'scared' scared
Music:: Rite of Spring ~ Igor Stravinsky

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